119

It's been a year already? This year I've been up and down and all over the place with my weight. Never been above 123 though, or below 115. Right now I'm in nursing school and 119.. Running 1 1/2 miles every other day, and trying to eat healthily. Honestly, I completely forgot about this blog until I needed somewhere to rant.
So I get this feeling that I'm strange for not having the slightest desire to go out drinking until I'm 21. All of my roommates, my friends, and nursing buddies included get smashed every weekend, every night. How can there be any fun in being drunk, sweaty, stinky, and generally acting the fool with crazy hair and a messed up grin? I'm really not sure, but they certainly find something entertaining in it.
For now, I spend every night of the week and weekend studying. I go on shopping sprees to de-stress which is a really bad idea because I don't have any extra money. It's all for my monthly $274.63 car payments. I tell myself I'll return the stuff later, but I never do. :/ I can't wait till I'm a real nurse with real money!
Of course, to make the stress worse, the boyfriend doesn't go to my school anymore, so thats really difficult for me... it's probably a good thing seeing as I don't have time to spend with anyone besides the nursing peeps I spend all day with. I love my boy.
Well, I better get back to studying.. I've two chapters left (had 5 earlier today).. big test Tuesday!

Day 132

So Ben and I hit the gym twice last week, and we're about to go again this evening... I've been eating plenty of veggies and drinking a good deal of water, so I'm starting to feel pretty nice :) (besides the stress of the Patho test I just took.. we'll see how I did)

Day 124

Hello Monday.. I'm proud of myself for drinking enough water today. I haven't done that in a while, so it was quite an accomplishment. Tomorrow morning my brother and I are hitting the gym together, so I'm pretty excited about that.. even if it means I have to get up at 6. I think I see a Starbucks in my future tomorrow.

Day 113

Well, I'm settled in at school.. just waiting for all my books to get here..
I'm just concentrating on eating a balanced diet. I forgot how it's a little more difficult here than it is at home :/
I'm feeling pretty good though because my face has cleared up for the most part, plus I lost 3lbs over Christmas break instead of gaining weight. Hoorah :)  Off to class now.

Day 101

Happy New Year! I started the year off right by getting enough exercise today :) Hooray for 2011, and bring on the gym!