119

It's been a year already? This year I've been up and down and all over the place with my weight. Never been above 123 though, or below 115. Right now I'm in nursing school and 119.. Running 1 1/2 miles every other day, and trying to eat healthily. Honestly, I completely forgot about this blog until I needed somewhere to rant.
So I get this feeling that I'm strange for not having the slightest desire to go out drinking until I'm 21. All of my roommates, my friends, and nursing buddies included get smashed every weekend, every night. How can there be any fun in being drunk, sweaty, stinky, and generally acting the fool with crazy hair and a messed up grin? I'm really not sure, but they certainly find something entertaining in it.
For now, I spend every night of the week and weekend studying. I go on shopping sprees to de-stress which is a really bad idea because I don't have any extra money. It's all for my monthly $274.63 car payments. I tell myself I'll return the stuff later, but I never do. :/ I can't wait till I'm a real nurse with real money!
Of course, to make the stress worse, the boyfriend doesn't go to my school anymore, so thats really difficult for me... it's probably a good thing seeing as I don't have time to spend with anyone besides the nursing peeps I spend all day with. I love my boy.
Well, I better get back to studying.. I've two chapters left (had 5 earlier today).. big test Tuesday!